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i am so goddamn young
&& born decades too late
&& silly beatnik chick
&& rock'n'roll addict
&& wannabe poet
writer & dylanist & bookworm & photographer
& brainiac amour with patti smith
synesthetic escapist gay nothing
i wear suits & cowboy boots
i smoke lucky strike & wear rayban wayfarers
20 years old, helsinki, finland
♥: patti smith, bob dylan, the rolling stones, david bowie, rock'n'roll, allen ginsberg, beat generation, sixties, movies, literature, poetry, philosophy, arts, smoking, blues, writing, tom waits, leonard cohen, quentin tarantino, ray loriga, jean genet, greta garbo, henry miller etc.
deviantart lj
i have the entrance exam to helsinki uni tomorrow, to study theoretical philosophy
i have about 20 of these fucking philosophers whose shit i should remember
i feel like eating all these colored little notes i made so the knowledge would transfer to my brain
look, austin with his speech act theory is already going to my mouth
i hope they won’t ask anything about the logical algbera. i fucking hate the logical algebra.
my mother and i the other day:
“remember some years ago when you had your friends over for a dinner, kinda like housewarming thing?”
“yeah.”
“and how your friends started talking about casino royale… and comparing the hotness of daniel craig and mads mikkelsen… and how your friend paula wanted to be friendly and include me in the conversation…”
“…oh god.”
“and she asked me whom i find more attractive of the two, and i just said “oh, i don’t know…”
“mmhm-mm….”
“i really, really wanted to say eva green.”
she just cracked up.
Stravinsky and Nijinsky
i feel like doing text posts all the time
but at least one motherfucker unfollows me every time i do
should i just be quiet and post bob dylan then, huh
(Source: 8borntorun, via mysexualityisgraceslick)
i got a sick note for the whole week
i guess that’s good
i tried to cheer myself up by buying leopard printed mini skirt… it’s rather nice
my dream girl was working at that uff store
maybe i should start going there all the time
make her fall in love with my awkward glances and neurotic fiddling to check the material of the clothes
how could she resist
(Source: chacoco, via salvadordalisgirlfriend)
baby
(Source: patricialeesmith)
“Happiness is a byproduct of function, purpose, and conflict; those who seek happiness for itself seek victory without war.”
— William S. Burroughs
(Source: verlaineandrimbaud)
Anonymous asked: listen to 'We Three Kings" listen to it over and over until you feel it in your being. your arms will spread, you will sing from your toes and you will feel free.
is dolly parton’s version alright
no but really, it’s beautiful.
fuck fuck fuck
i’ve been feeling like i’m losing my mind lately
last night i started to feel so sick and the panic came over me like a wave
i’ve experienced a lot of dissociation type of thing and i feel like my mind is cracking
i called my mother and asked to come home
she had to call me a cab
i cried in front of her apartment
i smoked her boyfriend’s cigarettes with trembling hands
slept on the couch, poorly
couldn’t go to work today
the anxiety is still growing inside me like a bubble that’s gonna burst into insanity
i’m scared
i’m really scared this is not gonna get better
i can’t stop thinking about nijinsky
