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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:09:08 +0300

HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU NOT HAVE A GIRL OR ACTUALLY TONS OF GIRLS LINING UP WHEN YOU ARE SO CUTE OMFG please tell me are you that picky

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:08:24 +0300

~~oh my god, i have never got so many anons !~~

you are crazy babe, i never even get hit on. i might be picky, but i never have the chance to express that pickyness, ha.

describe physically and mentally your 'dream' partner? n what are your turnoffs and pet peeves? :)

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 20:51:24 +0300

physically it’s difficult to say, because the people i have been interested in have all looked really different! i guess the thing they share is that i have found them all beautiful. but in different kind of ways, you know. i like more or less feminime women, mostly. of course i’m attracted to beautiful women, but there are many ways of being beautiful. i like people with nice style, too. and girls who smell nice, mmm. i don’t have any general preferences like “blonde or brunette”.
mentally, smart and understanding, honest, someone with whom you can have good long conversations, trustworthy, on the same brainlength with me, and kind. someone who gets my humour and doesn’t lose their shit when i sometimes get really stressed or anxious about stuff.
turn offs and pet peeves… bad manners, malice, yelling, people who don’t read, right-wing, smelling bad, nagging about smoking, lack of tact.

bob dylan’s passport

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 20:30:23 +0300

bob dylan’s passport

Do you enjoy being single or would you actually want to have someone special? Do you tend to make the first move if you find someone interesting or just leave it in the hands of the other?

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 20:26:21 +0300

i would love to have someone special. i’m pretty careful so i don’t usually do the first move, only give some hints and try to interpret the situation.

patricialeesmith: sorry for the break, kittens !

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 19:04:55 +0300

patricialeesmith:

sorry for the break, kittens !

Share 10 facts about yourself then pass this onto 10 of your favorite followers :)

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 19:02:59 +0300

oh thank you baby ♥ i did this once already, but i love random fact stuff so i’m just excited to do more!

- if one wanted to point out something very stereotypically girly about me, it’d probably be all the pampering i do to myself. i’ve probably learned it fom my mother. our bathroom is full of all kinds of bottles of mine; body cream, day cream, night cream, argan oil, perfumes, skin peeling stuff, shower soaps, etheral oils, bath salt, bazillion types of face cleansing things, rose water, hair powder, dry shampoo.. you name it, i probably have it somewhere. i like to think it as a mild addiction to things that smell nice.
-despite all that, i always look like a raggedy ann. but i smell nice.
-i’m pretty sure i could live on coffee, popcorn and quark.
-after three years of sick leave, i’m starting an art school in august.
-i have never been on a proper date.
-i always buy this weird stuff from flea markets and our home is slowly starting to look like a museum. and i like it.
-today i was wondering what i should put under “hobbies” in these papers i have to fill for my new school and my workmate suggested “reading weird stuff on wikipedia”. fair enough.
-i hate sports. doing them, watching them, people talking about them, i hate it all.
-i don’t have a driver’s license and i don’t plan on getting one. i have nightmares about having to drive a car!
-i have a weird, low voice, but i like that about myself.

Headgear / Véusin Larousse du XX siècle, 1928x

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 17:25:47 +0300

Headgear / Véus
in Larousse du XX siècle, 1928
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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 17:20:21 +0300

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 17:15:25 +0300

But would you then even like to be asked out, to be admired and fascinated by someone, even a person towards you did not feel the same way? Would that kind of interest, interest to fool around with you and touch you, mentally and physically, make you feel anxious or flattered? How do/would you concern one who had a crush on you etc?

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 10:27:07 +0300

well sure it’d be flattering. could be distressing too. really depends on the person. maybe it’d be someone who’s dear to me and i’d be afraid to lose them, maybe it’d be someone i’d like to get to know better and see if it goes anywhere. hard to give a simple answer. basically i’d just try to be honest and open and see where it goes.

Not the same anon, but can I ask you if you are a sexual person? As in, do you still have desire for physical intimacy, although you're not very comfortable with it? I mean, for example, I'm not really sure whether the reason I don't want to have sex much is because I'm so uncomfortable with my body, or because I'm asexual.

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 08:43:18 +0300

hmm. i used to think that i’m asexual too, but as i got older i realised that i’m not. i’m sexual, even though celibate because of my forever alone -state. it’s been a long process starting to deal with shame, anxiety and fear i found from myself towards these issues, and i’m not done. i think sexuality can be something that grows and changes with you. all the advice i can give you is: give yourself time, there’s no hurry to figure it all out. get to know yourself and be honest with yourself. don’t feel any pressure to do something you don’t want to do or to perfectly determine your sexuality right now. most of us are still figuring this shit out anyway.

Egon Schiele

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 07:59:35 +0300

Egon Schiele

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 07:59:11 +0300

are you comfortable whilst being naked, intimate with someone? what do you personally think about one night stands?

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 07:36:51 +0300

no, i’m not. the opposite, really. i can’t even wear a bikini.
i have nothing against one night stands. it’s not something i want to do, but i’m not feeling any moral superiority about it or anything. i wish i could be more relaxed sexually but i’m just not.

heart-shaped-apple: got boots?

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 06:49:53 +0300

heart-shaped-apple:

got boots?

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 06:47:44 +0300

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 06:45:35 +0300

Do you have a specific someone in your life, or even in your mind? Also, you're such a doll, don't you ever forget about it! :3

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 06:43:40 +0300

no, i’m as single as one can be. and thank you kitten!

You should try meditation, for your anxiety. I get it if it's "not your thing" or however corny it might be. I can almost guarantee that it'll help with the anxiety. It helped me.

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:08:51 +0300

but where would i start? i have tried that kind of thing, just by instinct, but i have never studied it.